Thesis · 2025
BALIK-LOOB STORIES: UNVEILING LIVED EXPERIENCES
Authors: BUSTAMANTE, BEN GABRIEL M. PARAGUYA PRINCESS H. LAGAMON CHRISTIAN G. MASOCOL EMMAN M. ARANJUEZ HARVEY BACALSO C-J B.
Abstract The lived experiences of former New People’s Army (NPA) surrenderees remain underexplored despite the significant physical, psychological, and social challenges they endured during armed involvement and their transition back to civilian life. This study aimed to determine the lived experiences of Balik-Loob individuals, particularly former NPA surrenderees, regarding their conditions and realities while involved in the armed movement. A qualitative descriptive phenomenological design was employed, involving five former NPA rebels from Barangay Daliaon Plantation, Toril, Davao City, selected through purposive sampling, with data gathered through semi-structured interviews and analyzed using thematic analysis. The findings revealed that participants experienced severe physical hardship, including scarcity of basic resources, constant displacement, and persistent threats to their safety, alongside psychological burdens such as fear, trauma, and moral uncertainty. Their armed involvement also caused fractured family relationships, emotional separation, and social harm within their communities, while exposing them to the harsh realities that challenged their initial beliefs and expectations about revolutionary struggle. Despite these difficulties, participants developed resilience, discipline, and transformed perspectives on social justice, eventually recognizing peaceful reintegration, forgiveness, and community cooperation as more meaningful paths toward personal growth and societal contribution. The study concludes that the lived experiences of Balik-Loob individuals are marked by profound hardship and transformation, shaping their journey from armed struggle toward peaceful reintegration and renewed purpose in civilian life. It is recommended that government agencies and local communities strengthen psychosocial support, livelihood assistance, and community-based reintegration programs to ensure the successful recovery, acceptance, and long-term stability of former rebels. Keywords: Balik-Loob, Former NPA Surrenderees, Lived Experiences, Reintegration, Armed Conflict, Qualitative Phenomenology
